Not Ready for This

Today was kindergarten orientation.  While Coli is extremely excited to "be 5 years old, and go to kindergarten."  I am having anxiety over this.  I can't help but wonder where the last 5 year have gone and how my baby boy has grown up so fast.  I am excited for him; the new friends, challenges and the joys of being a kid.  I am not ready for my guy to be going into elementary school.  I am not ready for him to be so big.  I am not ready for kindergarten.  So, while is it still a few months away, it will be there lurking.  With Coli's little reminders "I am going to kindergarten."  I have to try to slow down the time and enjoy my preschooler for the next few months.